you know who you are.

I'm not angry... so much as, disappointed?

I've never gotten any sort of appology. But it's my fault for expecting one. If I do something you don't want me to do, I'll stop, I'm a big girl. I'm not one to fall down and cry when someone says to stop something. I do all want to do is make everyone happy, and I try my hardest not to treat anyone unfairly or in ways they don't like it. Want me to tone something down? That's alright, honest. I don't care if you have a problem, well I do, but not in the way of biting your head off.

I guess I do the things I do around you... I actually don't know why.
You are one of the first guys I actually trusted in a long time.

Maybe it's because you do a lot of the things my father did?

I've been thinking about this answer... and it seems logical. But I don't like admitting this. >.<

I think I clung to you because I felt that from you... It's odd, if you understand... But I was very attatched to my father, emotionally as well as physically, I clung to him... And you emulate him, sort-of.

The fact that you're always looking out for what's best for everybody, and try to help everyone. Yet you choose to suffer in silence, without help, when you're hurting. You're unmotivated, yet you are smart. And you're always looking for a new adventure.

Did you know my father once hitch-hiked to Texas with only a duffel bag and his german shephard, with no money?
^Heh, I found that out from his first wife, my sister's mom. He apparently did a lot of odd stuff like that.

Maybe it's because you're genuine?
You look like you need someone with you?
I don't know, honestly.

It's not what you're doing that offended me, more the timing, I guess.
Because after getting me over all that, like I've said before, you go from talking to not?

If I throw you off your game, that's fine. I'll tone it down. Honest.
I'd like to know you're not mad or something though...

Because I don't think you understand how much I appreciate being able to know you.