Tonight I pull an all nighter.

Trance, darkness, solitude. Nothing but me and my keyboard. I feel good right now. Better than I have in a while. Which is good because finals are coming up and I need to stop being so freaked.

I think I picked a good day to do this, in between finals and the end of my lacrosse season.

I didn't realize stretching felt so good. :]
My muscles have relaxed, and my mind is off in another place.
I love it.

There's no drama here. Nothing to keep me down, all I want to do is sit and type my cares away. What's going on in my mind. I could keep writing similar sentences to that for a while, I have a lot of ideas.

Do you know Watership Down was written by a guy while he was on a heroin binge?
Today Sulaiman and one of my brother's theater friends were talking about Jimi Hendrix's talents being weed or himself, he also said that if I do things I shouldn't do things in big groups.

Was the weed his talent or did weed made him open enough to share his talent?

I feel open right now.
I want to smile but my face has relaxed to the point where I don't want to open my mouth.

Francisco called that: "pleasure town" today?


heh, I'm an idiot I know. But this feels so good. :D
I'll be back to my old self again tomorrow :]

Not the hyper happy me, but one whose not getting set off by everything.

I can feel my heart beating. I feel alive. :]