Monday, February 2, 2009

Just stop it. Shut up.

Just when I think I'm doing better than before, I slip up.
And I'm back where I started
Sorry Amy, I don't really think I've grown any.



Not after what's happened.


I'm just
so fucking mad.

I thought that it would make me feel like I'm in control again, somehow.
Ego boost, something like that.
Instead, I feel like I've done something absolutely terrible.
Quite frankly, I think I have, because I'm denying myself what I know is best for me.

1 comment:

StoriesOf MInElipfe said...

Waa, U did grow yp XD
I know we sometimes makes mistakes, but as Vy-Anh says we are humans.
Everything will be fine :D