Thursday, January 29, 2009

what is with people and deleting their blogs??!?!!?!

I refuse to delete anymore posts.

Unless they're irrational, unclear, drunken rages; those belong in my private one. :]


I'm honestly not regretting anything I did this weekend. I'd rather not talk about what they are/were, but I don't regret anything. It took me a while to realise, and I think that I learned it from doing this on Sautrday, that drugs are overrated.

They're just fake little moments where life seems good; well, better, life is already good.
I can understand turning to drugs and doing that stuff, being oppressed, and not feeling anything good in the world. I feel/felt like that. But ecstacy and pot and drinking and w.e don't get anything solved.

It took me a while to actually believe this myself.
Thanks Jansen, for setting me straight.
David, thanks for just being there for me.


Vincent, I'm paying for that gutter.

I refuse to quit being myself, and lose my friends over something so stupid.
Forgive me??

CLT: I refuse to admit to myself that I'm just a kid. I have such high expectations for myself that I think I'm making a bigger deal out of this than you guys are.

3 comments:

Amy. said...

YAY, somebody's learning to grow! :D
(Not saying that you haven't before. It's just been rough for me... and what not) Nonetheless, it's a fantastic thing to realize. This makes me happy. Thank you, Tiff.

Patu Phan said...

I DIDNT DELETE MY BLOGGGGGG
i just didnt tell you or anyone what my new domain is (since i had a feeling some kid in my other class is 'stalking' me)

I'll let you know :]

I would never delete my blog xD

sad x affairs. said...

This is like, my favorite post of yours.