This month has been strange, so strange. All of the holidays make it seem to last forever. It just keeps on going and going and going. Last weekend we had a holiday, and this weekend, we have four days off as well. We had only two full weeks of school this month, the fifth through the ninth, and the twelfth through the sixteenth. The first two days we were still on winter break, and now it's almost the end of January.
This is scary, how fast this month has gone by, yet how slow it has been...
Some days I get that "infinite" feeling, as if this moment is all there is... Like in The Perks of Being a Wallflower Charlie talks about feeling like that. Listening to Sleep by The Dandy Warhols, with his friends, and being in the truck bed while they drove.
I can recognise that feeling now. It's when your heart feels like it's opeining up, but not like a wound, like a sponge, soaking in that moment and preserving it.
I told Vy-anh once about it.
On Halloween, when we were on the bus covered in foil and in costume, and Earvin was on my lap. We were just being loud, and didn't care about anybody or anything else but ourselves.
My Ipod was on, a slow stream of chourds ran out into my ears, I could still hear everyone, and I remember quite vividly our journey to free burittos.
"HEY TOM! COME SIT WITH US! I LOVE YOU TOMMMMM!" (he didn't want to sit with us, we were embarassing xD)
"Samantha, no, just... Sit down and be quiet."
"I bet we're going to be remembered, these other people are going to tell ALL their friends about us."
I didn't care about anything. I looked just a bit trashy, covered with aluminum foil, a guy on my lap and schoolgirl outfit didn't help much. People stared, and believed us to be a pack of insane asylum escapees. But watching the cars go by, and laughing until I cried with my friends, not caring about the stares from the other passengers made it just such a memorable day.
I love days like that.
Days that I'm going to remember for the rest of my life. :]
Whoo, tangent. But you get what I'm talking about, right??? xD
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January has been a mix of good days and bad.Drama out the ass as usual.
And school days go by so slowly.
But fun adventures none the less.
Giving up smoking, cold turkey, and keeping straight without it.
Chinese tag :D
Technoooo music.
Blowing shit up with dry ice.
Long late night talks with Jiff :]
Shopping~!
I guess Vincent's house is the new Samantha's.
We've been there at least once a week these past few weeks. xD
Fun adventures, new stuff.
This weekend is supposed to have some fun new stuff too.
Our talk worked, Sam. Fun stuff has been happening. :]
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Sammy, I'm sorry I pressured you about trying hookah.
This has been bothering me for some time.
I really didn't mean to pressure you like that. Yeah, it's just water, and it doesn't do anything to you, but i shouldn't have said anything.
I'm never going to push you into something you don't wanna do.. It's not fair to.
Kudos on your self control, though. :]
Love always
CLT: I think everything (FOOD WISE, pervs) is better with hot sauce ;]
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