Yea so i talk about drugs and alcohol... Yea so I want to go out and get blazed. If I didn't have people around me who worry and w.e I would be out every night doing it. I know it's not healthy, and I know it's not the best thing to do, but I want to.
I want to go out and drink and dance and walk down city streets with my friends.
I want to rave, and get close to strangers, I want to meet new people and mosh to new songs.
I want drama to gossip about, I want to wear tight clothing and meet guys at parties...
Yea, I'm shy sometimes, but I can be veryy loud, as most of you know. Give me a chance~!
Put me in that situation.. See how I react.
I want out of here.
I absolutely know it's unhealthy... But look at school.. Our day-to-day routines: Wake up, shower, dress, make-up, eat, w.e, then school. At school we do A or B days, talk to the same people, same classes, same sports after school, then homework, then sleep... Now repeat that for five days.
Weekends for me have been the same stuff for a while.. It's not that it's bad or my life is uneventful. I just...
I can't do the same thing for so long....
Save me from this nightmarish cycle.
Let me go somewhere else..
^For all of you who haven't seen/read Fight Club. Do it.
Love always <3
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