So I've been with this guy, Josh, for about three weeks now. I don't know why I haven't said anything about him to anyone but the lacrosse team... He's where I go before practice.
I can't say I'm not attracted to him on some level. But there's a part of me that doesn't want to be with anyone at all. He's such a nice guy, he's treated me better than any one guy has at all. I'm just unsure about where I stand.
Unsure is one word for it.
I just don't want any attatchments.
As for never blogging anymore... That's not going to happen. I don't blog as a way to tell people what they want to hear, or what I want to tell them. I do it because I need a space to vent, and to be, without my mother digging through my things and uncovering a notebook or whatever. But I am aware that this is public, and on the internet. That's why I have a private one too ;]
I feel bad about being rude to someone.. But there's nothing more I can say to them to make our tension go away... So right now, I can't help it. I'm a terrible person, I know, I'm sorry... For everything, you know who you are. And I'm saying that and not trying to sound like a psycho. xDD
Blahblahblah.
Last thing I want to say:
Life is good, for me right now.
I think life is going well, for the first time in a while, almost through and through.
So let's get tie up the loose ends, and get things the way theyr'e supposed to be. :D
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