Compy is fixed! yay :D

no complaints, today. I'm gonna stop ranting. =]

Life is good. Aside from the little bit of yelling in the house. And people keeping things from me.

Like Liz today.

Liz: "Wait.. Tiff..Have I told you yet?"
Me: "Wha?... No. I don't know what you're talking about."
Liz: "Vy-anh, have I told you yet?"
Vy-Anh: "Huh? What? Tell us!"
Liz: "No.. It's okay" *runs to Samantha and starts talking. About it, most likely.*

I hate that. Absolutely hate it.

If you're not planning on telling me, don't beat around the bush.

Nothing really surprises me much, I can take anything you have to say. I don't judge either. Most probably I've been in that situation too. Because you make one mistake, or do something bad, I still want to like you. And I usually will.

Today's Vincent's birthday~!
The cake was delicious, good job Ameh!
I made him a snowflake in Japanese, which Sammy lost. And bought balloons with Evelina.

I learned something today.
Vincent is such a sweetie.
I'm still gonna punch him.(To Vicent: bwahahaha)

But Vincent is a good person, all around. Shy, a little bit overimpulsive, and a teeny weeny bit gay. xD But Vincent is definitely one of the best people I've met. :]
I'm jealous of him, a little, to be honest.

I don't really believe Trang anymore. About any of them. I think that they've changed a lot since the events she told me about happened. I think that we've all matured, and we're all growing-up.

As much as I know I am, I don't want to.
And as much as I want some of the grown-up things... I know I won't be able to handle it.

Like the baby.
If you haven't noticed, I've been a little bit hung-up about it recently.
(Note: The scare/miscarrage/thing turned out to be nothing much, I was 3 weeks in, spotted, cramped, lost it. It was months ago.. but with Julio coming back into my life and his girlfriend being pregnant, and Dani's son... I thought I was over it, I'm not.)


What I figure is, if my body wasn't ready, I really wasn't ready emotionally.

Julio made me feel better, surprisingly, he did.
He said that it's best to know for sure you want to be with the mother/father forever, before you have kids. You have to really, really know, because you'll end up like him.
He wants the baby, not necessarily the relationship, because of the girl, and her attitude and whatever. He called her stupid, and bitchy. I call her horemonal.

I don't know about him.
He came to see me/Zach at the meet on Friday, and he's trying to get me to go eat/chill with him. So, I don't know where we're gonna go together.

I don't know who I'll be with anyway.

Today I think I'm attracted to X...
The next I think I love A...

I'm unsure about everything, not just my love life, if that's what it seems like. xD

But I'm psyched to find out the answers.
I'm happy, with or without him and/or the baby.
I'm alive, with or without him and/or the kid.

Life is beginning to become something worth experiencing again.
And no, it's not because of him/it.
I'm just slowly getting used to the thought of waking up in the morning, happy.

Thanks, guys. <3

CLT: I'd love to go on a roadtrip to the country, nowhere too far, like south VA, and watch the stars. No children stuff, no drama, just a little bit of stargazing and a little bit of relaxation.
Funfunfun.

Love always <3