How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

hm.

I dunno how i'm feeling right now, down, but up.
Like, I'm achy, but I can smile. It's hard to explain.

I got my camera for Photography Saturday!!
The guy was so nice to me, I got scared to talk to him. I'm really bad at talking to people. But he was real nice. he put the batteries in my camera and everything. It took me almost 45 minutes, and 2 rolls of film to actually load it.... Augh, I want to start shooting nowww!!! Mr. Watson says we have to wait till almost next quarter. Goddamn.

Fockey is pretty much the only thing going on in my life right now. Not that it's a bad thing, I'm having SO MUCH fun. I'm just so busy in trying to keep things together. I have no more free time. xD

God I want to cut loose [footloose? Kick of my sunday shoes? hell yes], but I'm trying to stay sober and I'm WAY too busy to do anything. The 8th day of school is tomorrow, and I can't be procrastinating right now..

Too late. >.<

Within the past few days I have:
~Gotten up early to do hw.
~Finished hw in Jag Time at the last minute
~Fallen asleep during a japanese quiz, and got a 50% [only 5/10... at least only 10 pts.]
~Forgotten to give my PreCalc teacher my work for the last page of the packet.
~Not studied for the AP world map quiz, and took it anyway.
~STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED THE SUMMER WORK FOR AP WORLD.

fuckfuckfuckfuck.
At least I still have an A in gym and chem??

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SUNDAY:

Me: I don't understand why life is so terribl[y boring]-

Him: Run away with me Tiffany.

Me: Where?

Him: Nebraska, I have people there, and a home waiting for me. Just you and me. I have money, and all I need is you.

Me: Wait 'till I finish high school. I'll transfer anywhere you want me to for college... And clear your juvenile record too, no skipping out on court dates, and leaving me all alone while you serve time.

Him: I'll already have you transferred. And I promise. I need you, Tiffany.

I don't know what to make of that, tbh.

Me and Vinh are o.v.e.r.

For good. We decided to end it after some more drama. I love the kid, I do... I'm closer to him than any other guy I know besides Jeremiah.

I just don't see myself in a steady relationship. Ever.

Bah.

I want more hours in the day.

It's 9:24, and I'm not supposed to be up... xD

I still have to write my thesis for AP World.

And write my journal for English.

Happy Anna? I updated. :]

Something you didn't know about me:

Nobody has ever told me I was "hot" until Vinh, and then his friend Michael told me, and then Jeremiah told me too.

Frankly, I don't believe them.