...that i'm so stupid.
for dragging myself into these things. >.<
I'm sorry for being such a bad influence on ya'll
I'm never going to talk about my drama again, to anyone.
Just to the world on my blog (like that makes much of a difference...)
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
*repeat until the bottom of the page.*
I don't ever want to hurt anyone like again.
I don't ever want to hurt myself again.
But I know I will anyway.
Because I don't have a reason to stop.
I'm so sorry.
So sorry.
Friday, May 9, 2008
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i don't know what to say.
because i want to help,
i truly do.
but i don't know how to.
and i don't know if you even want me to.
you say you want help, but probably not from me.
i wish i could talk to you.
i feel like you've just grown quite distant.
i feel the same way that i did when i first met you-
as if you hated me.
i'm not saying that you do,
just that i'm always afraid that everyone does.
i don't want to be scared of you,
but i am.
i don't want you to be this way,
but you are.
i really wish there was something i could do, or that i knew how to.
reading the last post made me want to cry.
so sad.
so sad...
you don't have to respond,
you don't have to tell me anything.
i don't know if this surprises you, that i read your blog?
i read a lot of people's blogs. even those i don't talk to. i care. i do.
so yes,
like i said, you don't have to.
you don't even have to mark my words,
but in case you need anything,
i just wanted to let you know-
i'm here.
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