sexual experimentation at its worst

My thoughts are being brought back to this one girl.
How I feel about her is definitely going to change me.
She calls herself bisexual, but will "stop liking girls" once she's done here.
I don't get that... :\

I like her, I really do.
I'm not into relationships, though.
So if we do decide to do something, it's not going to be like, a full on couple thing.
She's already admitted to wanting to "hook-up" with a girl. But I've promised that I'm not going to do anything sexual until I'm in a relationship with a person
So if i'm in a relationship, it would be strictly physical.
I'm not into that... :\

But I'm into her.
I don't know how into girls I am.
Right now I want to just call myself gay, and give it up.
But I'm not GAY per se. So that'd be a lie.
I'm not 100% straight either.
I like guys, I like girls better tbh.

I like her. It's not like the other times I've had facinations with other girls.
It's different this time.
I hope... :\