Watson told me I "shouldn't have a B in his class" because I have talent. I don't think I have talent. I don't think I have anything worth using or working with for the future. I want to go to art school because I would die in an office job. I want to learn, but I can't make myself feel better about it. I'm so annoyed with myself and my stupid impashence.
There are quite a few thigns that are getting on my nerves lately. One being noise. I want to cry when it get so loud I can't think straight. Another being my friends.. Just the little things people say get me heated. Some of it has been going on for a while now though, talking about the great accomplishments and all that... Then saying their lives suck.
Right now I kind of just want to hang around with my guy friends, the not-asian ones... I need a change, and I need some time away, just like Tom.
I can't think straight period.
I've saved $150... For summer's big trips: NY and Otakon. But I'm going to be spending some of it this weekend either at the mall or Sakura Matsuri.
My goal is to only spend at most $15-20 every week. But I want to buy some summer dresses and stuff. I'm also considering hair extentions? And then there's the SLR I want... I'm so bad with money...
My mother might get me a job as a nanny over the summer working with her boss's nieces/nephews. 50 dollars a day for 4 kids. not bad. Apparently the oldest is 9 or 10 so I won't be too overwhelmed. But the youngest is 4... A girl. And they're all apparently lacking in the kiddie manners department (please, thank-you, burping... how do i correct that? What do i do??).
I'm afraid of cooking for them.
I'm not too bad with kids, I don't think... Four though.... Even though they're supposed to be very active and want to just hang at the pool all day, I'm nervous about watching them all. But it'll be a good source of income, and a good reference for next year's college stuff.
seniorits is effecting everyone... I want summer. I want out of here.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Let's sing~
And forget our troubles.
Some good ol'fashoned KARAOKE :D
No afterward planning, no adventures, let's singstar and eat pineapple upside-down cake till our parents worry about us, calling frantically.
Fuck crews and adventures.
Let's just have fun, with each other.
While we still can.
Rock out with our c*cks out.
This isn't all just wishful thinking~
I believe in us.
I hope I'm not the only one.
And forget our troubles.
Some good ol'fashoned KARAOKE :D
No afterward planning, no adventures, let's singstar and eat pineapple upside-down cake till our parents worry about us, calling frantically.
Fuck crews and adventures.
Let's just have fun, with each other.
While we still can.
Rock out with our c*cks out.
This isn't all just wishful thinking~
I believe in us.
I hope I'm not the only one.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
We all know yesterday was fail. I'm sorry I couldn't plan something out better... I just wanted to go out and hang out. I wasn't expecting someting like what went down yesterday...
I'm sorry I'm indecisive, just like you guys are.
But you have to admit, singing disney songs and running about for the first few hours were fun.
We're all just sleep deprived, and angry things didn't go the way we wanted them to... No point in blaming anyone. No point in pointing fingers. No point in conflict.
Just breathe.
We'll look at this and laugh later.
Next weekend, we won't fail >:]
NY~!
Hopefully NY will be like another AC trip, but with more people. :D
I'm psyched.
Love always <3
CLT: I'm drained right now, emotionally. I get like that after a while. I blame spring fever. So if I'm acting mean or rude or have a short fuse... Bare with me till Friday. I'll feel better with a hot bath and some time alone.
I'm sorry I'm indecisive, just like you guys are.
But you have to admit, singing disney songs and running about for the first few hours were fun.
We're all just sleep deprived, and angry things didn't go the way we wanted them to... No point in blaming anyone. No point in pointing fingers. No point in conflict.
Just breathe.
We'll look at this and laugh later.
Next weekend, we won't fail >:]
NY~!
Hopefully NY will be like another AC trip, but with more people. :D
I'm psyched.
Love always <3
CLT: I'm drained right now, emotionally. I get like that after a while. I blame spring fever. So if I'm acting mean or rude or have a short fuse... Bare with me till Friday. I'll feel better with a hot bath and some time alone.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
i hate guys.. i really do.
I don't know if I should be acting like this around him.. It's not right.
I want to be single, especially by Otacon.. Knowing me, something is going to happen, romantically; either at the rave, or with people while we're in the hotel... Or with Anna's group if they come.
I'm just not the kind of girl who can be tied down, not yet.
Aside from all that, life is good... Minimal drama, life is going back to the way it's supposed to be. =]
I don't know if I should be acting like this around him.. It's not right.
I want to be single, especially by Otacon.. Knowing me, something is going to happen, romantically; either at the rave, or with people while we're in the hotel... Or with Anna's group if they come.
I'm just not the kind of girl who can be tied down, not yet.
Aside from all that, life is good... Minimal drama, life is going back to the way it's supposed to be. =]
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Same people every fucking time.
"But I don't UNDERSTANDDDDDD why she doesn't like me."
Maybe it's because, uh, you're an insincere, cocky, attention-whoring, hypocryte?
I've bitten my tongue for the longest fucking time.
It's time I stopped biting it.
Someone tell Tammy to shut her ass up or me and Fathya are definitely considering walking..
Not to be cocky, but have fun playing with 2 subs.
She even told Sokol to Chill Out.
She's fucking lucky she hasn't gotten cut.
Heres hoping she does...
Jenny and Keleigh might have to be moved down.
I'm so angry at her...
She destracts the practice, and starts drama, then denys it.
And she told Sokol what I said to her.
And to be honest, I don't think Sokol likes her either.
Heh... I bite my tongue at her all the time.
I'm almost ready to pop.
It's all her fault I'm so angry right now.
Heh... as always.
My mind is so foggy with anger that I can't even type right.
SHUT-UP ABOUT MY GRAMMAR/SPELLING.
I'M ANGRYY.... >:[
"But I don't UNDERSTANDDDDDD why she doesn't like me."
Maybe it's because, uh, you're an insincere, cocky, attention-whoring, hypocryte?
I've bitten my tongue for the longest fucking time.
It's time I stopped biting it.
Someone tell Tammy to shut her ass up or me and Fathya are definitely considering walking..
Not to be cocky, but have fun playing with 2 subs.
She even told Sokol to Chill Out.
She's fucking lucky she hasn't gotten cut.
Heres hoping she does...
Jenny and Keleigh might have to be moved down.
I'm so angry at her...
She destracts the practice, and starts drama, then denys it.
And she told Sokol what I said to her.
And to be honest, I don't think Sokol likes her either.
Heh... I bite my tongue at her all the time.
I'm almost ready to pop.
It's all her fault I'm so angry right now.
Heh... as always.
My mind is so foggy with anger that I can't even type right.
SHUT-UP ABOUT MY GRAMMAR/SPELLING.
I'M ANGRYY.... >:[
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
One Year, Three Days attempt 2
Kayso.. I was going to write this on my tumblr.. But midwriting, the screen changed to the tumblr home screen? I love the blogger, for the draft feature, I couldn't recover the 1st draft for some reason. -_-
One year ago I was pure, unexposed to the world of drugs and sex. I was a freshman, My first makeout kiss was with a guy I barely knew, shared on the top floor of the mall parking lot, early September. My mind never chrossed the subjects of drugs, sex, miscarriages, precalculus, field hockey, and all that jazz. I had met Trish, Tom, Vincent, Daniel and Jim, all my now-senior friends, along with people a little older like Amy, Val, and Jade. We all bonded quite strongly and quickly. By this time I had already come out as bisexual, one of my final secrets to my closest friends (not yet to my mother). No questions or anything had been asked, but yes, I'm out of the closet.
I had Samantha, Vy-anh, Leah and Liz; but Tyler was my closest friend. We talked about everything, no matter what. The most daring thing we had done before was sneaking into Sweeney Todd. My passtimes included arguing Mrs. Bellamy in Biology, and walking round my neighborhood, and just being with friends. No idea of the world lurking so close to me. I met Julio about a year ago today.. and we all know where that went. I lost my viriginity to a taken guy, two years older than me in the back of his car. A memory that has plagued me since then has been Mimi saying, almost three days after the incident: "Bed, floor, or shower, those are the best places to lose it, but a car? That's just whorish." I have no idea if that was directed at me, but it still echoes. It's taken me this long to get rid of him, but he's gone, and I feel liberated. Drugs became part of my life around the time Jessica did; my first taste of weed came on my balcony with Jess and Chelsea, not too much later than Julio. Jess and I... That's another story. Our friendship has wained and waxed like the phases of the moon; becoming full and strong when it can be, but fades away just as quick, sadly. I miss her, and all of the firsts I had with her.
Through Jess I met Ven and Jeremiah, my boys, my Manassas family consisted of them and Jessica. Ven my babyboy, and Jeremiah my first love. Always there for me, yet carrying enough baggage for ten people. They taught me to roll with whatever comes my way, and to take in all who need help. They took me in as one of their own, the Wendy to their Lost Boys. My heart goes out to them, and what they endure on a daily basis. The abuse, the hurt, and the pain that is masked by their choices to do drugs and steal cars, fight and drink. No matter where life takes them, my heart still longs for the bonds I had with my boys. J, I never blamed you for the kid, or losing it... To this day I wait for you, J, to fucking call me back, or give me a number. Vinvin, we're getting that apartment, and those tacos.
Summer came and I was restless, switching from schoolwork and lacrosse to doing drugs. My first real drink of alcohol came at a party constructed by a senior friend. The world had been exposed to me, even after all of the comments about college being the place for firsts when I had had my first tastes of alcohol, weed, and sex before my sixteenth birthday. Infamous summer 08 as I call it was in full swing. Parties, sleepovers every night, Atlantic City, freedom. That closeness we shared and the newness of it all made it feel like nothing could stop us.
Drugs come into play October seventh, the day after my birthday, I had my first hits of extacy. I play field hockey at the time, my first season, and all of the cravings for more soonafter seem to phase my psychological performance. More parties come, getting caught, hooking-up. The life I wish I could live unfortunately involved these things. Not because of the illegal activity, but because of how close we were. Willing to open our homes, minds, hearts, wallets, bodies, and lives to new people and experiences. When I think of that summer/the end of 08, I think of the love we had for each other, and the love for adventure and excitement. Like Vy-anh I begin to tear when I hear those playlists and stories from that summer.
It's 09 now and I'm almost finished with sophomore year. New people have come into my life, like everyone's favorite russian, Evelina Voronina; and the freshmen: Tina, Hannah and Alina. Other people have somehow gotten sucked into the mix like Robert and David, who I can't imagine life without now, either; they're part of our little crew right now, so animosity aside, I love them too <3
I can't say life is sweet and good now, like last year was, but back then, I thought life sucked too. Only by looking back do we appreciate what we had.
Right now I'm reaching my goal of 100 days of sobriety (just to prove I can make it... nearly 30 left ^^), and I'm celebate. My days of SIing have almost gone away as well...
Like any teenage girl I'm looking foreward to summer 2009. This is our last year with the Senior class of 09, and with Vy-anh and Jason who aren't going to be around much after this school year is over. Calvin has already left us, and Liz has transferred. Tyler's also gone, and Mimi left before this year even started! She's now moving to Texas...
Three days from now I wish to leave this funk mood I am in, and the person I have been striving to be all of 2009, a person free from the anger that holds me down, someone who can live a day without correcting someone, or regretting. I also promise that by three days from now I will not have neglected this blog, or the group of people I hold dear.
These are the times of our lives my friends...
Let's make the most of them.
if you read this then write your own story, One year ago till today. then include what you want to do 3 days from today. and paste this at the end of your blog so everyone else can do it.
Love always ~<3
One year ago I was pure, unexposed to the world of drugs and sex. I was a freshman, My first makeout kiss was with a guy I barely knew, shared on the top floor of the mall parking lot, early September. My mind never chrossed the subjects of drugs, sex, miscarriages, precalculus, field hockey, and all that jazz. I had met Trish, Tom, Vincent, Daniel and Jim, all my now-senior friends, along with people a little older like Amy, Val, and Jade. We all bonded quite strongly and quickly. By this time I had already come out as bisexual, one of my final secrets to my closest friends (not yet to my mother). No questions or anything had been asked, but yes, I'm out of the closet.
I had Samantha, Vy-anh, Leah and Liz; but Tyler was my closest friend. We talked about everything, no matter what. The most daring thing we had done before was sneaking into Sweeney Todd. My passtimes included arguing Mrs. Bellamy in Biology, and walking round my neighborhood, and just being with friends. No idea of the world lurking so close to me. I met Julio about a year ago today.. and we all know where that went. I lost my viriginity to a taken guy, two years older than me in the back of his car. A memory that has plagued me since then has been Mimi saying, almost three days after the incident: "Bed, floor, or shower, those are the best places to lose it, but a car? That's just whorish." I have no idea if that was directed at me, but it still echoes. It's taken me this long to get rid of him, but he's gone, and I feel liberated. Drugs became part of my life around the time Jessica did; my first taste of weed came on my balcony with Jess and Chelsea, not too much later than Julio. Jess and I... That's another story. Our friendship has wained and waxed like the phases of the moon; becoming full and strong when it can be, but fades away just as quick, sadly. I miss her, and all of the firsts I had with her.
Through Jess I met Ven and Jeremiah, my boys, my Manassas family consisted of them and Jessica. Ven my babyboy, and Jeremiah my first love. Always there for me, yet carrying enough baggage for ten people. They taught me to roll with whatever comes my way, and to take in all who need help. They took me in as one of their own, the Wendy to their Lost Boys. My heart goes out to them, and what they endure on a daily basis. The abuse, the hurt, and the pain that is masked by their choices to do drugs and steal cars, fight and drink. No matter where life takes them, my heart still longs for the bonds I had with my boys. J, I never blamed you for the kid, or losing it... To this day I wait for you, J, to fucking call me back, or give me a number. Vinvin, we're getting that apartment, and those tacos.
Summer came and I was restless, switching from schoolwork and lacrosse to doing drugs. My first real drink of alcohol came at a party constructed by a senior friend. The world had been exposed to me, even after all of the comments about college being the place for firsts when I had had my first tastes of alcohol, weed, and sex before my sixteenth birthday. Infamous summer 08 as I call it was in full swing. Parties, sleepovers every night, Atlantic City, freedom. That closeness we shared and the newness of it all made it feel like nothing could stop us.
Drugs come into play October seventh, the day after my birthday, I had my first hits of extacy. I play field hockey at the time, my first season, and all of the cravings for more soonafter seem to phase my psychological performance. More parties come, getting caught, hooking-up. The life I wish I could live unfortunately involved these things. Not because of the illegal activity, but because of how close we were. Willing to open our homes, minds, hearts, wallets, bodies, and lives to new people and experiences. When I think of that summer/the end of 08, I think of the love we had for each other, and the love for adventure and excitement. Like Vy-anh I begin to tear when I hear those playlists and stories from that summer.
It's 09 now and I'm almost finished with sophomore year. New people have come into my life, like everyone's favorite russian, Evelina Voronina; and the freshmen: Tina, Hannah and Alina. Other people have somehow gotten sucked into the mix like Robert and David, who I can't imagine life without now, either; they're part of our little crew right now, so animosity aside, I love them too <3
I can't say life is sweet and good now, like last year was, but back then, I thought life sucked too. Only by looking back do we appreciate what we had.
Right now I'm reaching my goal of 100 days of sobriety (just to prove I can make it... nearly 30 left ^^), and I'm celebate. My days of SIing have almost gone away as well...
Like any teenage girl I'm looking foreward to summer 2009. This is our last year with the Senior class of 09, and with Vy-anh and Jason who aren't going to be around much after this school year is over. Calvin has already left us, and Liz has transferred. Tyler's also gone, and Mimi left before this year even started! She's now moving to Texas...
Three days from now I wish to leave this funk mood I am in, and the person I have been striving to be all of 2009, a person free from the anger that holds me down, someone who can live a day without correcting someone, or regretting. I also promise that by three days from now I will not have neglected this blog, or the group of people I hold dear.
These are the times of our lives my friends...
Let's make the most of them.
if you read this then write your own story, One year ago till today. then include what you want to do 3 days from today. and paste this at the end of your blog so everyone else can do it.
Love always ~<3
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Happy birthday Sam~ <3
Yesterday was interesting, to say the least.
I woke up a five, and hit the snooze till five fourty-five, hoping I could still sleep in on a Saturday (I get up at 5 on weekdays to shower). Got to Samantha's at seven, and we rehearsed for the presentation.
Our silly, random, skit won first place in our division.
Which felt pretty cool, not the recognition part (we all thought that we'd get third or something, not first) so much as the fact that I could spend all that time with my friends, basically fooling around trying to rehearse, and get rewarded.
Alina, Samantha, Evelina and I laughed pretty much the whole time we presented it to Sensei, and when we were rehearsing at Sam's. I don't know how we pulled it off, but we did it.
Then there was the Dare Day adventure.
I think I would've been more into it if I hadn't been awake so early, and been so wiped out from sitting all day.
I'm glad Alina was my partener, we were both exhausted and grumpy so about halfway through it we decided to not be bitches about the whole thing, let everyone else have their fun, and just go get Subway.
I wish we could've spent the whole day in Alexandria...
It's so pretty, with the harbor and the shops and stuff.
After we got back into our neighborhood area we went to Vincent's. By now Earvin, and Alina had gone home and Eve had to stay home after the competition; so it was Jansen, Vy-anh, Samantha, Vincent, Amy and I, and then Huy and his girlfriend came up.
The cake was delicious.
I was so exhausted I ended up passing out on Vincent's comfy couch wrapped in a blanket.
I didn't get to say happy birthday and midnight. Dx
But I'm glad I had that little powernap.
Vy-anh and I talked for a while last night, about love and life, and about infamous summer 08.
How free we were and how we could take life with whatever it threw at us.
Going places, going to parties, getting high, shopping, not caring, the close bonds we all had together.
Look at our group right now, nearly a year later.
Earvin has been almost completely cut-out.
Someone is always causing drama, or being blamed for causing it.
We're all so distant.
I miss the liberating freedom we had over the summer.
The fact that we could all get along, no matter the situation.
How we found fun, wherever we were..
We didn't need to plan, we relied solely on our desires, and we just did what we wanted.
I miss those days too you know.
09 summer BETTER be that much fun... or I'm transferring to Marshall or Annandale, our friendships and stuff get worse this summer, I'm transferring for sure.
I can't sit by and watch it die.
I woke up a five, and hit the snooze till five fourty-five, hoping I could still sleep in on a Saturday (I get up at 5 on weekdays to shower). Got to Samantha's at seven, and we rehearsed for the presentation.
Our silly, random, skit won first place in our division.
Which felt pretty cool, not the recognition part (we all thought that we'd get third or something, not first) so much as the fact that I could spend all that time with my friends, basically fooling around trying to rehearse, and get rewarded.
Alina, Samantha, Evelina and I laughed pretty much the whole time we presented it to Sensei, and when we were rehearsing at Sam's. I don't know how we pulled it off, but we did it.
Then there was the Dare Day adventure.
I think I would've been more into it if I hadn't been awake so early, and been so wiped out from sitting all day.
I'm glad Alina was my partener, we were both exhausted and grumpy so about halfway through it we decided to not be bitches about the whole thing, let everyone else have their fun, and just go get Subway.
I wish we could've spent the whole day in Alexandria...
It's so pretty, with the harbor and the shops and stuff.
After we got back into our neighborhood area we went to Vincent's. By now Earvin, and Alina had gone home and Eve had to stay home after the competition; so it was Jansen, Vy-anh, Samantha, Vincent, Amy and I, and then Huy and his girlfriend came up.
The cake was delicious.
I was so exhausted I ended up passing out on Vincent's comfy couch wrapped in a blanket.
I didn't get to say happy birthday and midnight. Dx
But I'm glad I had that little powernap.
Vy-anh and I talked for a while last night, about love and life, and about infamous summer 08.
How free we were and how we could take life with whatever it threw at us.
Going places, going to parties, getting high, shopping, not caring, the close bonds we all had together.
Look at our group right now, nearly a year later.
Earvin has been almost completely cut-out.
Someone is always causing drama, or being blamed for causing it.
We're all so distant.
I miss the liberating freedom we had over the summer.
The fact that we could all get along, no matter the situation.
How we found fun, wherever we were..
We didn't need to plan, we relied solely on our desires, and we just did what we wanted.
I miss those days too you know.
09 summer BETTER be that much fun... or I'm transferring to Marshall or Annandale, our friendships and stuff get worse this summer, I'm transferring for sure.
I can't sit by and watch it die.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Hair and frostwire.
I finally got frostwire to work :]]]
My laptop doesn't need anything else, it's perfect, absolutely perfect.
I'd love to get Left 4 Dead though... xD
I'm psyched to see Samantha's hair, I'm getting a haircut next weekend, I'm determined.
I want a dye job (hilights?).. I've stopped taking care of my hair I'm so tired of it xD
I want it to grow but I need to trim/style it so it's healthier again :]
Maybe if the scrimmage is cancelled I can get it done tomorrow?
My laptop doesn't need anything else, it's perfect, absolutely perfect.
I'd love to get Left 4 Dead though... xD
I'm psyched to see Samantha's hair, I'm getting a haircut next weekend, I'm determined.
I want a dye job (hilights?).. I've stopped taking care of my hair I'm so tired of it xD
I want it to grow but I need to trim/style it so it's healthier again :]
Maybe if the scrimmage is cancelled I can get it done tomorrow?
Well, I knew I would make the JV team. But I'm still unsure about where I stand on it.
I ran the mile, and finished though :D
Dulce, of all people, encouaged me.
When she couldn't finish, I helped her through it as well ^^
That felt good, working as a team and all, and we have a goalie!!! But the season hasn't even started and the same damn people are causing drama.
I mean, goddamnit. We lost Mandy to the drama... She was good, catching on quick.
We need to leave the drama off the field.
And wth... Taking Vickie's goggles and replacing them with the older pair?
First come, first served, I mean, at least ask if you want new ones.
What really pisses me off is the fact that everybody is fucking around while coach is talking.
Yeah, she can't coach, and she's not the best teacher... But she's all we have.
And if you're on a team, you should be at least somewhat self-motivated to do well, even if she drones on and on sometimes... It's worse than Field Hockey with coach G here...
NOT everybody found someone's striptease on the goal amusing >>
Vy-anh and Jansen have Tumblrs now... I've looked at all the layouts, they're much prettier than blogger's, and it's a little bit more organized. Should I follow the croud??? Hm..
My only problem is that I've had this blog for a year now, and I don't really want to forget about this, a lot of archiving has gone on in this. =\
I feel a lot better than I did around this time last week.
Jansen and Patu, thanks :]
My oppinions on some things have changed, and I don't understand why I didn't see this stuff before.
After all that stuff they said, why are they talking to me? I haven't imed/called since. THEY HAVE.
I've been bitchy to them for the past week now, do they not realize it? Heh, I kind of want them to go away right now, but if they feel like talking to me, I'll just be a bitch till they realize it. What an asshole.
"My immature mind can't take your mature logic"
"Sorry, my life is full, I have friends and lacrosse practice, you should go get one, a life I mean."
I'm such a bitch <3
Snow days are so pretty...
Outside my window the snow falls,
yet it's not really falling...
They look as if they're just hanging there... floating up and down.
Hanging suspended,
Though the ground is all white.
Grr.. that janitorial service.
Waking me up at 7AM with their sidewalk scraping.
CLT: My passion for art and photography is waining.. But all my electives and classes for next year are centered around it. Hopefully I find it again.
I ran the mile, and finished though :D
Dulce, of all people, encouaged me.
When she couldn't finish, I helped her through it as well ^^
That felt good, working as a team and all, and we have a goalie!!! But the season hasn't even started and the same damn people are causing drama.
I mean, goddamnit. We lost Mandy to the drama... She was good, catching on quick.
We need to leave the drama off the field.
And wth... Taking Vickie's goggles and replacing them with the older pair?
First come, first served, I mean, at least ask if you want new ones.
What really pisses me off is the fact that everybody is fucking around while coach is talking.
Yeah, she can't coach, and she's not the best teacher... But she's all we have.
And if you're on a team, you should be at least somewhat self-motivated to do well, even if she drones on and on sometimes... It's worse than Field Hockey with coach G here...
NOT everybody found someone's striptease on the goal amusing >>
Vy-anh and Jansen have Tumblrs now... I've looked at all the layouts, they're much prettier than blogger's, and it's a little bit more organized. Should I follow the croud??? Hm..
My only problem is that I've had this blog for a year now, and I don't really want to forget about this, a lot of archiving has gone on in this. =\
I feel a lot better than I did around this time last week.
Jansen and Patu, thanks :]
My oppinions on some things have changed, and I don't understand why I didn't see this stuff before.
After all that stuff they said, why are they talking to me? I haven't imed/called since. THEY HAVE.
I've been bitchy to them for the past week now, do they not realize it? Heh, I kind of want them to go away right now, but if they feel like talking to me, I'll just be a bitch till they realize it. What an asshole.
"My immature mind can't take your mature logic"
"Sorry, my life is full, I have friends and lacrosse practice, you should go get one, a life I mean."
I'm such a bitch <3
Snow days are so pretty...
Outside my window the snow falls,
yet it's not really falling...
They look as if they're just hanging there... floating up and down.
Hanging suspended,
Though the ground is all white.
Grr.. that janitorial service.
Waking me up at 7AM with their sidewalk scraping.
CLT: My passion for art and photography is waining.. But all my electives and classes for next year are centered around it. Hopefully I find it again.
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