Today was Vy-anh's birthday, the little young'un, her 15th.

I'm turning 16 in a month and 3 days. I desperately want to do something with my friends, like, treat them to something.
I WANNA DO LAZER TAGGGGG. I figure, if I pay for all night for my closest buds... and everybody else comes on their own, or tags along (hey, it's lazer tag!) they can pay.

I felt really bad because I didn't get her anything T-T

I should've pitched in for baloons, or something at least.

AND she gave me a brownie??? Which was very delicious, as always with her baking. Which in turn made me feel even more terrible.

I'm so selfish sometimes....... I try so hard to think of other people first. But for some reason I never do well with money... I almost always spend my money on stuff for me, and then I don't have any left to buy gifts with.

I'm also very bad at gift giving. My handwriting/card-making skills are a little lacking... I never feel right giving gifts. I question whether or not they'll like them. :\\\

Soooo.. I'm makin her a card,

since I read her blog, and I now know that she leurrves cards :D
Hopefully I can make a cool collage one like Leah's, 'cept a little more... Full?

Hopefully she won't read this until tomorrow then..... ohwells.

I love cards too.. they make me cry. Most of the cards I get are full of the sweetest things, stuff you can't just sit someone down and say.

"Remember the day we met? I was so scared and you were there for me... "
"Even though we almost never see each other, I still care for you deeply...."

Cheesey stuff you would NEVER say out loud. Under any circumstances.
I guess that's what cards are for.


I've noticed I've been blogging a lot more lately.

I guess I just need somewhere to preserve my thoughts.
Somedays I could just sit down and write away..

But I never have enough time to get down what I want to say.
So, I blog, and summarize everything to the best of my abilities.

If it was my choice, I'd spend hours recording what happened in one day. So I wouldn't forget it.
All of it.
One day, I'm going to look at this and want to go back. I want to remember every. waking. detail. So deep in my heart, I can still be there. Remembering faces, and my feelings, and how others felt.

Because life is so good right now ^^

Eh..

Even my blogging time is cut short. By AP homework and English Journal writing.....

and away I go~


The Calvin Lin trend:

I loooooovee the smell of fresh-cut grass.
It's my favorite smell. :]


Because I love color coordinating things, and a lot of things come flooding through my mind at one time, I'm going to color-coordinate my blog.

Blue - tangents, read them or not.. They really don't have much to do with the main plot of my life xD
Green - change in topic; only the 1st sentence will be green.
Red - Hypothetical quotes.
Purple - Real life quotes.