Please note that this is a RANT/VENT. My anger is at an extremely high level, so what I say may not necessarily be how I feel later.

All I've fucking done is be nice to you, and try to make things better between us.
What the hell did I do?

You're going to fucking exclude me, when I haven't done anything to deserve it.

Her and I don't talk for good reason.
Cause we don't effing get along anymore. It sucks, but it's the truth.

It's no one else's problem, we all work around it and remain neutral. No one favors anyone else, no one treats the other different cause we don't talk anymore, this is between me and her, and I at least try to make it my problem so no one has to deal with it.

Maybe it's not about us two.

Maybe it's about you just not liking me.

If that's the case, sure. Just let me know, cause I've tried so effing hard to be there for you and talk to you over the years.

I like(d) you as a friend, I put passed all the crap that's happened between us. The awkward stuff, and the problems we've faced... I let it all go so we could be friends.

Right now I can't think that anymore. Right now I think it was all for not. Right now I kind-of hate you, but I'm also very angry, so can't say for sure.

Right now... I don't think you deserve a friend like me. Cause I try to be good to everyone, I try to be there and talk to my friends, think things through. If something bothers me I say so. If someone ticks me off I let it go as long as I can. Unlike YOU. I give a lot away for my friends and people who deserve it. I give my heart away to people and people like you tear it up for no goddamn reason. You stab people in the back, just because they're not your favorite people in the world.

The way you did with 2 other people last year.

If this is ongoing, you should have told me before so I didn't have to be so effing mad about it now.

Whatever.

You don't deserve me as a friend.

You effing don't deserve a lot of the things you have with that attitude of yours.

end of story.