Well.. My mother decided to ground me last weekend for drinking behind her back.
She read old texts about hangovers and automatically assumed I had been drinking.
Her smelling alcohol on me once didn't help much..


Hm... I go behind her back about drinking, she takes my old phone/SIM card out of the trash can and reads the texts on it. I mean, she's just as sneaky as me.


I'm ungrounded now, after twisting her arm a little, and my sister standing up for me.


Basically she said the reason for her being so hard with me is because she loves me and whatnots. She's so hard on Zach because she had postpartum depression with him and not me... blahblahblah.

that doesn't account for sneaking behind my back, and not letting me make my own decisions. She wants me to be the one who goes to college, and the one who makes something of herself, and not "like her..." Yet she's smothering me the way her parents did to her.


I don't understand her logic.


Maybe it's because of my age, or because I don't like being critisized... But I can't stand her when s he does that.


Her main defense it is illegal for me to drink at my current age. The one that pisses me off the most is that she believes that I am "incapable of making decisions for myself." She said i'm too young to do that, when i've been doing it for years.



She's given me choices before. I've had chances to do bad/good before... most of the time I've lived up to her expectations... now that I'm not I'm apparently a stupid bitch who is deserving of a life sentence in jail.

When she did worse things than me.
Granted, in college, not high school, but still.

I'm sick of people critisizing me and my lifestyle, for no apparent reason.

I keep my grades up,
I keep my MORALE up.
I just have a dark side, like everyone else.

so...


just stop it.

CLT: I find it very easy to get on parent's good sides, but the downside to this is I have to try my hardest to appease them AND their kids/my friends.

you get two, because the last post doesn't have one.

CLT: I rarely believe in second chances, even if I think someone deserves one, I don't usually forgive them until a LONG time after.