romance issues.

Slowly... Slowly

I fall deeper and deeper in love with a guy I know I can't have for myself.

because he's a flirt,
because he's a cheater,
because he's taken,
because of what others will say
because I'm me.

I can't stop thinking about him.....
he's my biggest fear, and my greatest pride.
my loveliest treasure, and my most horrible curse.

Every day I spend with him, even for a moment, I get closer to the edge.
GAhhhh

I've never loved anyone like this before.
Maybe because he was my 1st.. maybe because he listens to me, maybe because he's just so damn cute.

I don't think it's only one of those reasons. A compilation of many.
But the point is... I can't get him outta my head.

I just realized, almost all of my blog has to deal with romance issues. x]

hahaha.. that's pretty much all that's been going on lately.. just romance issues.
I want something else to write about.