i was inspired this morning.. but didn't have a pen and/or paper to write this stuff down.
they've been in my cell phone since 6 this morning.

(there needs to be something else here, another stanza...)

and now i'm here/ fighting one-sided battles/ writing stories with no end/trying to get my heart to mend/cause you have a part of me/stole a part of me/when you played me/now you won't stay with me/please don't let me go down that way again/why won't you let me in?

hehe.. it's a song x]

"When i'm alone all I can do is think about you...
and when i see you all I can think about is going as far away as possible."

That's going in my book.

People in my book:
MexHim
ChelseaxHim/Cesar
TylerxJesse (it's gonna be tyler/her character's quote)
MelissaxThem

A blow to the head,
A hymn for the dead
You cut me deep, you know.
I'm bleeding, stop the bleeding
She's fading away, stop the bleeding
It's too far gone to be saved, could've been saved,
When the dust has settled deep in your mind,
You'll see the damage you've left behind.

A bloody valentine,
What's yours is now mine,
Stripped away, cast away
you can't stop it, stop the bleeding
make them stop it, stop the bleeding
I can stop it, stop the bleeding


I don't know how to make it stop...
I really wish I could...

romance issues.

Slowly... Slowly

I fall deeper and deeper in love with a guy I know I can't have for myself.

because he's a flirt,
because he's a cheater,
because he's taken,
because of what others will say
because I'm me.

I can't stop thinking about him.....
he's my biggest fear, and my greatest pride.
my loveliest treasure, and my most horrible curse.

Every day I spend with him, even for a moment, I get closer to the edge.
GAhhhh

I've never loved anyone like this before.
Maybe because he was my 1st.. maybe because he listens to me, maybe because he's just so damn cute.

I don't think it's only one of those reasons. A compilation of many.
But the point is... I can't get him outta my head.

I just realized, almost all of my blog has to deal with romance issues. x]

hahaha.. that's pretty much all that's been going on lately.. just romance issues.
I want something else to write about.

he's just not that into you

mixed signals and evil angels,
I can't see what everyone else does.
i don't believe you...

but YOU FUCKED HER TOO.

i don't want to think you only see me as a body. but that's what she says.

i don't trust her either.