Thoughts about stuff. (long)

Three people (letssee.. 1.2.3... I think there's three.).
Three people I trust, Three people who I know will help me if I need it....
My secret.The one that'll make life so much different.
Change it for good? or for bad? idk.

But it's like, a secret.
And I feel bad about not telling anyone, but I'm not like, ready.
Ehh..

OMFGWTFBBQ!I feel pretty today. =]
Pretty with jewelry and makeup and a new shirt.
chyeahh Son.
I wanna dance. And sing, and scream like nobody hears me.

Usually I feel ugly, especially after a relapse. (3 times... ) but it's like, yeahhh!
Like I'm proud, it's been almost 2 months since my last one.
they make me feel pretty...?
Hypocryte."

Couples who don't promise to last forever always seem to get caught-up in the moment, and loose track of time. Then BANG, it's forever, and it's been wonderful. While the couples who promise to last forever are just waiting for forever to come."



~ I wrote that.
I believe in it 100%

When my book's published, all the people who read my blog who read my book will know it was me.
Woosh.
I wrote that?? I feel like Sara Dessen or something, like that's a line everybody's gonna know.


Another secret. Whispered.
Through the lips of the fallen. Eclipsed.
In the tears of the broken. Spread.
Through the veins of tomorrow. Coveted.
By the weak and the scilenced.

eghghhga.. i'll finish that later. I can edit this thing can't I?