It's just that funny feeling again.

I'm have the repeat button on, on my Ipod again.
So I can listen to the song that reminds me so much of you..

^ Gahh it's so mushy. I can't believe I just wrote that.
It's the truth, though.

I think it might be for real this time.....
I hope it is.

I haven't told anyone. I can't.
I hope I don't make it too obvious.
Gahh when/if the word gets out. I'm screwed. >___<

On a much more random note:

<(^^<) (>^^)> <( )> ^( ^^ )^ <( ^^ )> (>^^)> <(^^<)

blehh

Sick... Just a cold.
Fever spiked at 100.2. I feel groggy. The computer screen makes my head hurt...
WhythehellamIblogging???

My neck aches, and my skin's all dry.
I love the winter, but I hate the side affects.
My chest hurts,
I can't decide if it's from the cold. Or from the dreams.
I hate those dreams.
I also hate people who think Gay/Retarded are adjectives.
And my stupid emotions.
~Those who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, usually do. - Robert Anton Wilston.
I have no idea who he is, but it's inspirational. =]

winter weather.

snow ^_____^

ohmygahhh i don't wanna go to school tomorrow.
So much shit going on,
I just wanna hide away, and see if someone would go looking for me. xD
But then I'd yell at them and make them go away.

The feelings I have.
I have brought them on myself.
I feel like such a fake.
Heh.

hiding away. fading to gray.

On the outside looking in,
Afraid of what's within,
These walls that hide me, divide me, deprive me.
With your hands to guide me.
Let me in, just wait and see.
See you on the other side. ;]

Back to reality,
Feel the surge, the rush, from
the deprivity,
Living in shadows.
Hiding away,
Fading to gray.

Memories long forgotten,
Another mind gone rotten,
The happiness fades away.
To a pale shade of gray.

*********

All smiles today :\
Just feeling alone.
I can't live in the past anymore.
As much as I want to.

And away I go...

Musings, and stuffs will be posted here. For my own pleasure and records, don't be angry for my opinions.

I have no idea whether someone aside from myself will read this. [x




But that makes it all the much better.

Hehe.